Stupid girl, why would you RSVP yes, why would you tell them his name so they would make a name tag? Stupid, stupid girl why would you tell your friends he would come? Did you think that this positivity would make it seem more real did you? Here’s some advice next time you try anything fucked like that again- don’t.  Because you know what? He was out at dinner and had forgotten to give you the common courtesy of letting you know. And don’t try and make excuses now like how your room wasn’t clean anyway or there are other people who could go with you… He isn’t coming. Was he ever? Doesn’t fucking matter now. Icing on the cake will be sitting there without him tomorrow with a spot beside you with his name on it, literally.