I have been fighting the urge
to text him and tell him I miss him.  
I don’t want him to know anymore.  
I wonder if he misses me
at all. 
It is easiest when I don’t see him, I won’t
deny that. 
but i just want to be able to see him
without it hurting.  
I don’t want him out of my 
life forever;  
I don’t want him to forget me,
but
I’m afraid that is already happening.