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“The past is only the future with the lights on.
History repeats itself until we...”
Same situation, different name
Nup you know what? Fuck all guys. And not literally at all!!! WHAT IS THE FUCKING MATTER WITH ALL OF THEM? Why do they cheat on pretty girls? Why don’t they see how lucky they are? And if we are on the why page… Why don’t they message back either? It is really just not that hard. And the ones you want to fuck off keep messaging. Fucking HELL!!!!! I just want one person to message...
Mayday? Mission update
So I haven’t written in awhile and a lot has changed. I am unsure if it’s a positive thing or not. It seems to be that I hold a not a very caring attitude right now. My friends have noticed a change… I am concentrating on Uni work as a distraction. I knew that if I continued on the path I was going I would burn out. I don’t want to appear fickle to my friends by...
March 2010
9 posts
Fallen- Sarah McLachlan
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I’ve tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I’ve tried, I’ve fallen…
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So...
Angel- Sarah McLachlan
Spend all you time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty
Oh and weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here...
The Lovers
The Fool comes to a cross-road, filled with energy, confidence and purpose, knowing exactly where he wants to go and what he wants to do. But he comes to a dead stop. A flowering tree marks the path he wants to take, the one he’s been planning on taking. But standing before a fruit tree marking the other path is a woman. She is different. Seeing her, he feels as though he’s just been...
How do you fly with such a heavy heart?
This is officially a cruel joke. Let’s see how much we can throw at her before she finally can no longer stand. JUST when you think you’re at your very lowest, something you never imagined possible happens. And you’re lower than the lowest of lows and scared to breathe because what else could happen? I don’t want to burn out I am too good for that shit, how much of a waste...
Dear God
What the hell else can you throw at me? Let’s go back to that time when you I was 14. And that young boy didn’t come into my life. What was it all for if it was only going to turn into this?
I breathe for you... And this is what I get
Stupid girl, why would you RSVP yes, why would you tell them his name so they would make a name tag? Stupid, stupid girl why would you tell your friends he would come? Did you think that this positivity would make it seem more real did you? Here’s some advice next time you try anything fucked like that again- don’t. Because you know what? He was out at dinner and had forgotten to give...
“and if you really need him,
fate won’t let you lose him.
fate will bring...”
The latest
I have been fighting the urge
to text him and tell him I miss him. I don’t want him to know anymore. I wonder if he misses me
at all. It is easiest when I don’t see him, I won’t
deny that. but i just want to be able to see him
without it hurting. I don’t want him out of my
life forever; I don’t want him to forget me, but
I’m afraid that is already...
February 2010
11 posts
Oh wait- I am lucky
Today I am grateful for my beautiful, consistent, favourite boy Jackson. I am so happy he came into my life and I don’t know what I would so without him. I love you Jackdog :) I am grateful for my family and the opportunities they have given me such as travelling overseas many times, my education, basically everything I have. I am grateful for their support and for teaching and bringing me...
P.S. I hate you
Though what you’re doing may seem trivial and small and should I ever confront you with these feelings I know you would claim it to be “unintentional” because whyyyy do you have to care about saying hello to me, why should you care what I’m doing or take a FRIENDly interest? And you’d be right. I am FAR from being your number 1 anymore- apparently history and common...
Hating on you
I don’t know how to explain this feeling I just know that it is so powerful that I have to write it so I can look back and never forget. I want so badly to practice what I have been reading, to not catastrophise things, to pretend a friend was in your situation and you had to talk them down. But I can’t. All that’s going through my head is why didn’t you just tell me to...
I WILL not forget
I’ll never forget crazy nights with friends, going to bed at 5am after looking at 100 photos from the night. I’ll never forget that you weren’t there sharing it with me and I’ll never forget what it feels like to go to bed alone. I am scared that soon I will only see you like this, the one who let me down. Why can’t you see I’m worth it? And if I die tomorrow...
I hate you I hate you I hate you. When I am hazy in club toilets and you were always outside to look after me but now you’re not. I miss you so much and I hate you for not being outside :(
“I swear I’ll never be happy again
And don’t you dare say we can...”
– If It Means A Lot To You- A Day To Remember
NEVER GIVE UP ON HOPE
Hope is never “helpless” or “weak” Never cringes away, and is never meek! Hope does not quiver in sorrow or shame Hope is the heart and the soul of the game! Hope is a window to Honor and Might Hope is the Pathway to Inspiration’s Light Hope does not run from the knock on the door, Hope answers with laughter and welcomes much more! Hope is the backbone of courage and...
"Love Lost"- Temper Trap
Our love was lost
But now we’ve found it
Our love was lost
And hope was gone
Our love was lost
But now we’ve found it
And if you flash your heart
I won’t deny it
I promise
I promise
Your walls are up
Too cold to touch it
Your walls are up
Too high to climb
I know it’s hard
But I can still hear it beating
So if you flash your heart
I won’t mistreat...
“Well this is not your fault
But if I’m without you
Then I will feel so...”
– Brighter- Paramore
I love you so much that I am going to do nothing...
It’s fucking contradicting isn’t it? I love you and want to be with you so much that I am going to sit here and do nothing. How wonderful. It is human to want to be in control of your life, your job, everything because when you’re not it just feels like a mess. You said don’t try. You said don’t push it. Then you said you want to be my “friend”. What is...
January 2010
10 posts
The Climb- Miley Cyris
I can almost see it That dream I am dreaming But there’s a voice inside my head saying “You’ll never reach it” Every step I’m taking Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking But I gotta keep trying Gotta keep my head held high There’s always gonna be another mountain I’m always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be a uphill...
Even if you think the flame has died, there’s at least one lyric that’ll hit that last hot spot and then you’ll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.
November 2009
76 posts
5 tags
The Mad Madden's storm out
C’mon boys what the EFF? Benji and Joel, more specifically Joel, stormed out of their Nova interview this morning. The only thing I can come up with is that Joel must have some sand in his vagina post-freak out over ’that’ Britney Spears photo. Christ. Man up! “I’m a father”, he said. What the hell ever!! How about you don’t go out drinking before an early...
368. Just raise your glass. There's no need to...
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